You will ..

deep, dark, angry, hurt
words that describe me the best
every time i respond, i do it with curt
one slip and i might fail another test...

it sounds so sensible inside my head
all my wisdom, all my words
shut up already , will you? they say
and drown them in shame by the herds

is it still me? i wonder
disheveled and pushed against the wall
through the time,, and again , i ponder
i walked once, and now i crawl

stop, breath!!
listen to the rhythm of your heart
wait for some time, my dear one
it will come to you.. a fresh , new start!

smile through the misery
let the light slay the dark
its soon that you will
find the lost glory, find the lost spark!