Murtaza ne gaoon se anay k baad , hazarun qasmien khaen k wo beqasur hai.. woh kaise mustafa ko mar sakta hai.. koi us ki baat sunney ko tayaar na tha.. wo rota raha ..bilakhir ik roz apni maa ka hath pakra aur Abba k kamre men challa aya..
" Aba ji, yeh meri saggi maa hai.. men iss k sar ki qasm kha k kehta hun men ne Mustafa ko nahi qatl kia.." aur phir wo rehl men rakha Quran utha laya " aur yeh ALLAH ka pak kalam hai, men iss ki qasm kha k kehta hun k men begunnah hun. aur men jhoot boloon, to mujhe dunia o akhrat men kahien jaga na milley"
Woh yeh sab na bhi kehta tabbhi sab ko us ki begunahi ka yaqeen tha , wagarna kiun apni matti chor k woh yeh jilawatni qabool kerte. Wo jante they k kiss ko zameen ki haws ne itna andha ker dia tha k woh saggey bhai ka khoon kerwane se bhi baaz nahiraha.. likin unhun ne ye mamla Allah per chor dia tha.Unhien yehi behtar laga k apni oolad ki jaan bacha k wo gaoon se nikal aaen.
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Iss sab baat k doran Moiz sar jhukaye baitha raha..ansoo us ki ankhon se tapakte rahe.. ankhoon ki lali aur dil ka bojh kuch aur barh gaya tha.. ussey is bat se koi garz nahi thi k us k baap ko kiss ne mara tha, ussey bus yeh pata tha k khasara us ka huwa hai.. paida hone se pehle hi woh apne baap ko kho chuka tha.. us ko samajh nhi aai k us ko us shaks k kitna rona chae jiss ko us ne kabhi dekha nahi , mehsus nahi kia.. jis ko wo janta hi na tha aur aj se pehle tak woh woh jiss k honey , ya na hone se beperwa tha...
aur phir itne saalun baad ik dafa phir iss anaa ki jung men wohi haar raha tha..Mehru ko wo chahta tha likin yeh wo log nahi hone dien gey.. woh log jin k liye us ki koi ehmiyat nahi thi, jin k liye un ki anaa aur us ki jeet eham thi... unhien farq nahi perta tha k woh Mehru se shadi kerta hai ya nahi.. wo Mehru se pyar kerta ha ya nahi...un k liye shadi k liye yeh mohabaat koi zaruri juzv nahi tha.. shadi kissi se bhi ho sakti hai... zindagi hi to guzarni hai..
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Pora din bahir guzarne k baad, Moiz raat 1 bajey ghar ayyaa.. Us ko theek thaak dekh k us ki maa ne shukar ka kalma perha.. likin moiz ko filhaal kuch mehsus nahi ho raha tha.. haan usey tars aa raha tha apni maa pe jo bechari bekhabri men kissi sazish ka shikar hoi thi likin us k jazbaat itne mutazaad they k wo chak bhi unse hamdardi nahi kr sakaa.
chup chaap packing kerta raha ...wo jald az jalz iss jaga se wapis jana chata tha.. ussey wehshat ho rahi thi .. ussey laga agar woh ik din bhi yahan aur rukka to us ka dam ghutt jaye ga!
tamam waqt ussey mehru ka khayal aata raha .. us ko phone kerna chae.. us se baat kerni xhae, us ko batana chae.. she deserves to know, likin moiz k andar ik ounce bhi himat nahi thi k wo mehru ko ik lafz bhi bata pata.. us ne apne zehn se har khayal jhatak dia.. us mazeeeed kissi taklef bardasht kerne ka mutamil nahi ho sakta tha.
agle din 11 bajey ki flight se woh wapis canada chala gaya.
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" Aba ji, yeh meri saggi maa hai.. men iss k sar ki qasm kha k kehta hun men ne Mustafa ko nahi qatl kia.." aur phir wo rehl men rakha Quran utha laya " aur yeh ALLAH ka pak kalam hai, men iss ki qasm kha k kehta hun k men begunnah hun. aur men jhoot boloon, to mujhe dunia o akhrat men kahien jaga na milley"
Woh yeh sab na bhi kehta tabbhi sab ko us ki begunahi ka yaqeen tha , wagarna kiun apni matti chor k woh yeh jilawatni qabool kerte. Wo jante they k kiss ko zameen ki haws ne itna andha ker dia tha k woh saggey bhai ka khoon kerwane se bhi baaz nahiraha.. likin unhun ne ye mamla Allah per chor dia tha.Unhien yehi behtar laga k apni oolad ki jaan bacha k wo gaoon se nikal aaen.
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Iss sab baat k doran Moiz sar jhukaye baitha raha..ansoo us ki ankhon se tapakte rahe.. ankhoon ki lali aur dil ka bojh kuch aur barh gaya tha.. ussey is bat se koi garz nahi thi k us k baap ko kiss ne mara tha, ussey bus yeh pata tha k khasara us ka huwa hai.. paida hone se pehle hi woh apne baap ko kho chuka tha.. us ko samajh nhi aai k us ko us shaks k kitna rona chae jiss ko us ne kabhi dekha nahi , mehsus nahi kia.. jis ko wo janta hi na tha aur aj se pehle tak woh woh jiss k honey , ya na hone se beperwa tha...
aur phir itne saalun baad ik dafa phir iss anaa ki jung men wohi haar raha tha..Mehru ko wo chahta tha likin yeh wo log nahi hone dien gey.. woh log jin k liye us ki koi ehmiyat nahi thi, jin k liye un ki anaa aur us ki jeet eham thi... unhien farq nahi perta tha k woh Mehru se shadi kerta hai ya nahi.. wo Mehru se pyar kerta ha ya nahi...un k liye shadi k liye yeh mohabaat koi zaruri juzv nahi tha.. shadi kissi se bhi ho sakti hai... zindagi hi to guzarni hai..
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Pora din bahir guzarne k baad, Moiz raat 1 bajey ghar ayyaa.. Us ko theek thaak dekh k us ki maa ne shukar ka kalma perha.. likin moiz ko filhaal kuch mehsus nahi ho raha tha.. haan usey tars aa raha tha apni maa pe jo bechari bekhabri men kissi sazish ka shikar hoi thi likin us k jazbaat itne mutazaad they k wo chak bhi unse hamdardi nahi kr sakaa.
chup chaap packing kerta raha ...wo jald az jalz iss jaga se wapis jana chata tha.. ussey wehshat ho rahi thi .. ussey laga agar woh ik din bhi yahan aur rukka to us ka dam ghutt jaye ga!
tamam waqt ussey mehru ka khayal aata raha .. us ko phone kerna chae.. us se baat kerni xhae, us ko batana chae.. she deserves to know, likin moiz k andar ik ounce bhi himat nahi thi k wo mehru ko ik lafz bhi bata pata.. us ne apne zehn se har khayal jhatak dia.. us mazeeeed kissi taklef bardasht kerne ka mutamil nahi ho sakta tha.
agle din 11 bajey ki flight se woh wapis canada chala gaya.
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