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kaanch k bowl chaknachur ho gaya aur sath jo awaz aii...likin mehr aur mia ne koi dhehan nahi tha..
Mia mehr ko hairat se dekh rahi thi aur Mehr.... Mehr ko koi idea nahi tha k ussey kia kerna chae ab!
Now read:
"Mehru soo gai ho kia?" Mia ne us ka ghoongat utha k kaha..
"uh haaan?" mehru ne us ko khali nazroon se dekha.. usey kuch lamhe laggey wapis haal men aney mein.. Woh peela jorra pehne baithi thi.. us ki mehendi ho rahi thi..
"Rasmien shuru ker rahe hain na... "
us ne kuch kaha nahi bus halke se sar hila dia.. ik dam se itni thakaan mehsos ho rahi thi k dukhi hona b boojh lag raha tha.
bus us ka dil cha ra tha k jaldi jaldi yeh waqt guzar jaye.. woh apne kamre men akeli ho.. iss bojh se azad .. aur phr yeh raat kabhi khatam na ho.. kabhi woh subha na aye jab us ne tayar hone tha, nikaahname pe dastakht kerna tha aur rukhsat ho k chale jana tha... bilal k sath...
tamam rasmon k darmiyan mehru behiss baithi rahi. waqt guzari k liye.. us ka bus chalta to challi jati wahan se kissi ka bhi khayal kiye baghair..
Zindagi men rishte jitna kuch dete hain us se ziada wasool ker lete hain.. baap ki izzat, maa k ansoo, behen ka mustaqbil, khandaan ka naam... itni zanjeerien pehna dete hain jitni bardasht nahi hoteen.. Phir har faisle men yehi factors hotey hain, hum hamari khushi, hamari zindagi kahien bohat peeche reh jati hia... woh zindagi jiss ka faisla dosre kerte hain likin guzarni humien perti hain.. napasandeeda logoon. napasandeeda rishtoon aur na pasandeeda halaat k sath.. us waqt koi agey barh k madad nhi kerta.. kerna chahe tab b nhi ker sakta.. aur itna zarf bhi nhi hota k maafi maang lien.. tab kissi k pass koi hal nahi hota.. sirf dua hoti hai bina yaqeen k..
Bilakhir 2 bajey k qareeb us ne mia ko bula k keh dia k woh thak gai hai, araam kerna chati hai.. Bina apa us ko andar le gaien.. Hall men pohanch k us ne un ko kaha :" Bina apa men chali jaun g.. ap enjoy karien."
dopatta sar se hata k woh aaista aaista serhiyan charhne laggi.. Ghar mukamal khamoshi men dobba huwa tha.. ik do jaga k ilawa baqi lights bhi off theen.. uper ja k wo pichli taraf wali balcony men aa gai.. jahan koi us ko dekh nahi sakta tha.. wo lakri k jhoole pe lait gai.. asaan bohat saaf tha.. aur us saaf kaley asman k darmiyan adha sa chand jagmaga raha tha... Mehru ko laga wo chand us ki zaat ki tarhan adhora tha.. bohat se sitaroon k jhurmat men tanha.. aur mangey ki roshni se jagmata huwa... Agr Suraj apni roshni hata le to chaand kia hai bhalla.. ik tareeq, badnuma siyara.. phr deta koi kabhi channd ki misaaal? koi shair, koi likhari bhalla tab chaand ko istiarey k liye istamal kerta.. is ki khubsurati ka zikr kerta, apne mehboob se milata? Log bus zahir ko hi dekhte hain.. zahir ko hi dekhna chahte hain.. Na koi haqeeqat dekhta hai , na kissi k pass itna hosla hota hai k haqeeqat ka samna ker sakkey.. zindagi mien sab ko jhooti roshni wala chaand chae hota hai..
Khirki men zara halchal hoi to Moiz ki ankh khul gai.. Ghar to khali tha, sab log mehendi per they phir yeh kon hai Balcony mien.. wo aram se utha aur khirki k pass aa k zara sa parda sirka k dekha...
"Mehru."
Ussey hairat hoi yeh yahan kia kr rahi hai.. is ko to mehendi men hona chae..
Ankhien band ker k jhule pe wo yun laiti thi k chand ki halki halki us k chehre pe per rahi thi...
"woh chand jaisi larki..." beikhtiyar moiz k zehen mien aya..
aur phir Moiz ne dekha k us ki band ankh se ansoo beh nikla ..
woh roye g, Moiz janta tha aur wo zehni torr pe tayar b tha Mehru k ansoo'un k liye likin khamoshi men bahaya huwa ik ansoo bhi ab moiz se bardasht nhi ho ra tha.. ussey ehsas huwa k agar Mehr us k samne men ik dafa b roo jati to wo janey kia deta per yeh na kerta.. Acha huwa jo Mehru us k samne kamzorr nahi pari...
Parda peeche ker k woh khirki k paas zameen pe baith gaya.. sheehshe k parr wo larki jiss k baghair Moiz ko kuch acha nahi lagta tha.. Ik waqt Moiz ka dil chaha k us ko pukarey.. kia tha.. kuch qadmoon ka fasla to tha... agar wo himaat ker leta to..
Ussey yaad anay laga jab sab se pehli dafa us ne sab k samne Mehru ko indirectly kuch kaha tha.. Ussey hairat hoi thi k kissi ko pata kiun nahi challa tha..
Taqreeban 6 ya 7 maheene pehle Bina aur Yousaf k bete k paidaish pe woh sab log ikathey huwe they/.. wo bhi Canada se aya huwa tha.. Papa se baat kerni thi us ne .. likin us se pehle yeh function aagaya tha.. Mehru ko guitar bohat pasand tha aur wo Canada se guitar seekh k aya tha.. Mehru k liye surprise tha.. us ne Mehru k liye bohat se gaane bhi seekhe they. pehli dafa ussey ehsas huwa tha k us ki awaz achi khassi hai..
"Moiz pata hai men kiss se shadi karoon ?" ik dafa chatting k dorran mehru ne kaha.
"haan pata hai." omlette k liye anda whip kerte huwe moiz ne kaha .
"hain tumien kaise pata chala?" mehru ki awaz men hairat thi.
"like .. iss men kon c rocket science hai.. tum mujhse shadi karo g, ofcrse" Moiz ne muskurahat dbaa k kaha.
"oh ho haan.. likin phir b.. batao na.."
"acha nahi pata.."
"jo banda guitar bajae aur jab poora chand ho to terrace pe baith k mere liye gana gaye.. aur haan coffee bhi bana k laye."
"sarey kaam wo karey ga to tum kia karo g."
" bus kam ki paarii hai tumien.. men coffee peeun g, gane sunoon g aur khush hoon g aur phir i will fall in love bhi na.."
" aray wah.. itne kaam karo g tum .. thak jao g na" moiz hansa..
" ya ryt.. aur mujhe laga k abhi ap omellete chor k guitar class join kerne bhagien gey."mehru ne mun bana k kaha.
" hahahahha.. lo g .. ab itni b hadh nhi ha chanda"
likin moiz ne waqai weekend pe ja k guitar ki class join ker li thi.. He had discovered that every dream of Mehru's was worth living.
Bache k Aqeeqe k din dinner k bad, jab sab log baithey they to woh apna guitar le aya..
" i just thought k thora shugal ho jaye." sab ne ghaur se ussey dekha to wo thora garbara gaya.
"wowww guitar bajana ata hai tumien??" hassan ne sab se pehle uth k guitar check kia.. us ko b guitar ka craze tha..
aur phir dekhte dekhte poori mehfil set ho gai..
hassan ko bohat acha guitar bajana aata tha .. us ne bohat acha gaya.. aur phr bari bari hassan k sath sab ne apna talent dikhaya.. akhir men Moiz ki baari aii..
" men bus ik hi gana sunaoon ga.. mene ik hi k lyrics yaad kiye huwe hain"
Guitar pakarte huwe, chair pe baithte huwe aur sab ko face kerte huwe Moiz thora sa confuse ho ra tha likin jis lamhe wo wahan baitha aur us ne mehru ko dekha .. uss ki saari confusion dur ho gai..
us ne Mehru ki ankhoon men dekh li thi .. khushi , excitment aur 'fall in love' wali feeling,,
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon let's try
Am I crazy for wanting you?
Maybe do you think you could want me too?
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do?
I just wanna know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Moiz ne waqai bohat acha gaya tha.. sab us ka ganaa sun k taaliyan baja rahe they.. sab se nazar bacha k us ne Mehru ko ishara kia " for you"
jawaban mehru ne araam se palkien jhapka k jawab dia.." i know!"
kaanch k bowl chaknachur ho gaya aur sath jo awaz aii...likin mehr aur mia ne koi dhehan nahi tha..
Mia mehr ko hairat se dekh rahi thi aur Mehr.... Mehr ko koi idea nahi tha k ussey kia kerna chae ab!
Now read:
"Mehru soo gai ho kia?" Mia ne us ka ghoongat utha k kaha..
"uh haaan?" mehru ne us ko khali nazroon se dekha.. usey kuch lamhe laggey wapis haal men aney mein.. Woh peela jorra pehne baithi thi.. us ki mehendi ho rahi thi..
"Rasmien shuru ker rahe hain na... "
us ne kuch kaha nahi bus halke se sar hila dia.. ik dam se itni thakaan mehsos ho rahi thi k dukhi hona b boojh lag raha tha.
bus us ka dil cha ra tha k jaldi jaldi yeh waqt guzar jaye.. woh apne kamre men akeli ho.. iss bojh se azad .. aur phr yeh raat kabhi khatam na ho.. kabhi woh subha na aye jab us ne tayar hone tha, nikaahname pe dastakht kerna tha aur rukhsat ho k chale jana tha... bilal k sath...
tamam rasmon k darmiyan mehru behiss baithi rahi. waqt guzari k liye.. us ka bus chalta to challi jati wahan se kissi ka bhi khayal kiye baghair..
Zindagi men rishte jitna kuch dete hain us se ziada wasool ker lete hain.. baap ki izzat, maa k ansoo, behen ka mustaqbil, khandaan ka naam... itni zanjeerien pehna dete hain jitni bardasht nahi hoteen.. Phir har faisle men yehi factors hotey hain, hum hamari khushi, hamari zindagi kahien bohat peeche reh jati hia... woh zindagi jiss ka faisla dosre kerte hain likin guzarni humien perti hain.. napasandeeda logoon. napasandeeda rishtoon aur na pasandeeda halaat k sath.. us waqt koi agey barh k madad nhi kerta.. kerna chahe tab b nhi ker sakta.. aur itna zarf bhi nhi hota k maafi maang lien.. tab kissi k pass koi hal nahi hota.. sirf dua hoti hai bina yaqeen k..
Bilakhir 2 bajey k qareeb us ne mia ko bula k keh dia k woh thak gai hai, araam kerna chati hai.. Bina apa us ko andar le gaien.. Hall men pohanch k us ne un ko kaha :" Bina apa men chali jaun g.. ap enjoy karien."
dopatta sar se hata k woh aaista aaista serhiyan charhne laggi.. Ghar mukamal khamoshi men dobba huwa tha.. ik do jaga k ilawa baqi lights bhi off theen.. uper ja k wo pichli taraf wali balcony men aa gai.. jahan koi us ko dekh nahi sakta tha.. wo lakri k jhoole pe lait gai.. asaan bohat saaf tha.. aur us saaf kaley asman k darmiyan adha sa chand jagmaga raha tha... Mehru ko laga wo chand us ki zaat ki tarhan adhora tha.. bohat se sitaroon k jhurmat men tanha.. aur mangey ki roshni se jagmata huwa... Agr Suraj apni roshni hata le to chaand kia hai bhalla.. ik tareeq, badnuma siyara.. phr deta koi kabhi channd ki misaaal? koi shair, koi likhari bhalla tab chaand ko istiarey k liye istamal kerta.. is ki khubsurati ka zikr kerta, apne mehboob se milata? Log bus zahir ko hi dekhte hain.. zahir ko hi dekhna chahte hain.. Na koi haqeeqat dekhta hai , na kissi k pass itna hosla hota hai k haqeeqat ka samna ker sakkey.. zindagi mien sab ko jhooti roshni wala chaand chae hota hai..
Khirki men zara halchal hoi to Moiz ki ankh khul gai.. Ghar to khali tha, sab log mehendi per they phir yeh kon hai Balcony mien.. wo aram se utha aur khirki k pass aa k zara sa parda sirka k dekha...
"Mehru."
Ussey hairat hoi yeh yahan kia kr rahi hai.. is ko to mehendi men hona chae..
Ankhien band ker k jhule pe wo yun laiti thi k chand ki halki halki us k chehre pe per rahi thi...
"woh chand jaisi larki..." beikhtiyar moiz k zehen mien aya..
aur phir Moiz ne dekha k us ki band ankh se ansoo beh nikla ..
woh roye g, Moiz janta tha aur wo zehni torr pe tayar b tha Mehru k ansoo'un k liye likin khamoshi men bahaya huwa ik ansoo bhi ab moiz se bardasht nhi ho ra tha.. ussey ehsas huwa k agar Mehr us k samne men ik dafa b roo jati to wo janey kia deta per yeh na kerta.. Acha huwa jo Mehru us k samne kamzorr nahi pari...
Parda peeche ker k woh khirki k paas zameen pe baith gaya.. sheehshe k parr wo larki jiss k baghair Moiz ko kuch acha nahi lagta tha.. Ik waqt Moiz ka dil chaha k us ko pukarey.. kia tha.. kuch qadmoon ka fasla to tha... agar wo himaat ker leta to..
Ussey yaad anay laga jab sab se pehli dafa us ne sab k samne Mehru ko indirectly kuch kaha tha.. Ussey hairat hoi thi k kissi ko pata kiun nahi challa tha..
Taqreeban 6 ya 7 maheene pehle Bina aur Yousaf k bete k paidaish pe woh sab log ikathey huwe they/.. wo bhi Canada se aya huwa tha.. Papa se baat kerni thi us ne .. likin us se pehle yeh function aagaya tha.. Mehru ko guitar bohat pasand tha aur wo Canada se guitar seekh k aya tha.. Mehru k liye surprise tha.. us ne Mehru k liye bohat se gaane bhi seekhe they. pehli dafa ussey ehsas huwa tha k us ki awaz achi khassi hai..
"Moiz pata hai men kiss se shadi karoon ?" ik dafa chatting k dorran mehru ne kaha.
"haan pata hai." omlette k liye anda whip kerte huwe moiz ne kaha .
"hain tumien kaise pata chala?" mehru ki awaz men hairat thi.
"like .. iss men kon c rocket science hai.. tum mujhse shadi karo g, ofcrse" Moiz ne muskurahat dbaa k kaha.
"oh ho haan.. likin phir b.. batao na.."
"acha nahi pata.."
"jo banda guitar bajae aur jab poora chand ho to terrace pe baith k mere liye gana gaye.. aur haan coffee bhi bana k laye."
"sarey kaam wo karey ga to tum kia karo g."
" bus kam ki paarii hai tumien.. men coffee peeun g, gane sunoon g aur khush hoon g aur phir i will fall in love bhi na.."
" aray wah.. itne kaam karo g tum .. thak jao g na" moiz hansa..
" ya ryt.. aur mujhe laga k abhi ap omellete chor k guitar class join kerne bhagien gey."mehru ne mun bana k kaha.
" hahahahha.. lo g .. ab itni b hadh nhi ha chanda"
likin moiz ne waqai weekend pe ja k guitar ki class join ker li thi.. He had discovered that every dream of Mehru's was worth living.
Bache k Aqeeqe k din dinner k bad, jab sab log baithey they to woh apna guitar le aya..
" i just thought k thora shugal ho jaye." sab ne ghaur se ussey dekha to wo thora garbara gaya.
"wowww guitar bajana ata hai tumien??" hassan ne sab se pehle uth k guitar check kia.. us ko b guitar ka craze tha..
aur phir dekhte dekhte poori mehfil set ho gai..
hassan ko bohat acha guitar bajana aata tha .. us ne bohat acha gaya.. aur phr bari bari hassan k sath sab ne apna talent dikhaya.. akhir men Moiz ki baari aii..
" men bus ik hi gana sunaoon ga.. mene ik hi k lyrics yaad kiye huwe hain"
Guitar pakarte huwe, chair pe baithte huwe aur sab ko face kerte huwe Moiz thora sa confuse ho ra tha likin jis lamhe wo wahan baitha aur us ne mehru ko dekha .. uss ki saari confusion dur ho gai..
us ne Mehru ki ankhoon men dekh li thi .. khushi , excitment aur 'fall in love' wali feeling,,
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon let's try
Am I crazy for wanting you?
Maybe do you think you could want me too?
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do?
I just wanna know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Moiz ne waqai bohat acha gaya tha.. sab us ka ganaa sun k taaliyan baja rahe they.. sab se nazar bacha k us ne Mehru ko ishara kia " for you"
jawaban mehru ne araam se palkien jhapka k jawab dia.." i know!"
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