Friday 31 May 2013

Teri meri ana 20

Canada aa k bhi us ka dil kissi kam mien nahi laga .. likin jo shadeed mayoosi ki leyar thi, us en shigaf perne laga tha.. Moiz ko ehsas huwa k maazi per us ka ikhtiya nahi hai likin wo mehru per se apna haq kiun chor raha hai? us ko mehr k liye larna chae. Beshak us k aur Azam sahab k taluqat pehle se na rahe they, aur Canada aaney k baad us ne un ki ik bhi call receive nahi ki thi phir bhi Mehru k mamle men woh un se akhri dafa baat kerne pe tayar ho gaya tha. Us ko is tanhai  men pehle se zaida shidat se mehru ki yaad aa rahi thi. us ka dil cha k us ka number dial ker k dekhe.. wo yaqeenan us ki call ki muntazir ho g.. us ko apna wadaa bhi yaad aya.
"M going to talk to Baba about us."

"i wont give up on her!" us ne dil men socha aur phone utha k call milane laga.

"Hello."  us ki Ama ne phone uthaya. Ik lamhe ko us ka dil chaha k phone kat dey.. phir dil hi dil men apni himat bandhai. " bus ik baar Mehru wali baatho jaye. phir us ka rasta apna, hamara apna"

"Ama men MoiZ .."
"Moiz.... " us ki awaz sun ker hi woh roney lagieen.." kaise ho tum? phone bhi nahi uthaya.. hum pareshan they Moiz.. men bhi aur tumare Baba... bhi"  Baba kehte kehte wo zara hitchkichaen.

"Ama... mera ik kam karien?"
"bol mera putter"
"unhien manaen Mehru k liye.. kissi bhi tarhan" woh Azam khan k liye Baba ka lafz istamal na ker sakka.
" Moiz putter, chor de us ko.."
"Ama.. ap samajhti kiun nahi hain? men bacha hun kia chota?? an perh , jahil hun? berozgar hun? dunia nhi dekhi kia mene? Phir bhi , kissi ganwar ki tarhan behave ker raha hun.. shadi ki ijazat mang k.. what bullshit? Bata dien ap un koja k shadi men Mehru se karun ga aur men dekhta hun k mujhe kon rokta hai.. ap log behsak meri shakal na dekhien, balke men ap logoon se nahimiloon ga zindagi bhar.. Ama pehle wo mohabbatthi, ab zid hai... Khan hun na men b phir.."
ghussey men us k mun men jo aa ra tha wo bole ja raha tha. Abhi aur bohat kuch kehna chata tha likin ik sard c awaz ne us ko rok dia.
"Tum ne apni zid na chori to tum apna kuch nahi nuqsan nahi karo gey Moiz khan, likin Mehru k sath jo men kerun ga us k liye tum khud ko maaf bhi nahi ker sakko gey. Chahe tum ussey le k kahien bhi chale jao.. Yaad rakhna men tumara Baap hun!"
phone men se ab tone ki awaz aa rahi thi.. Moiz gang baitha tha... Koi iss had tak bhi ja sakta hai.. Mehru un k khandan ki beti thi likin us ko tabah kerna jaise koi baat hi nahi thi. Saari zindagi US, Canada men rehne wala waqai Pakistan k wehsi ma'ashrey ko nhi pehchan sakta tha. Woh jo humanity, equality, love and peace ka sabaq perta raha tha us ko inteqam, anaa aur nafrat ki andher nagri men rasta nahi milna tha.

Mathey pe chamaktey paseene k qatre us ne sleeves saaf kiye. Pehli dafa sahi ma'nun men us ko Mehruki fikar hoi.. Agr wo mehr ko nahi chorey ga , wo waqai us ka baap mehr se inteqam le ga.. Moiz ko yaqeen tha k aaisa kerna un k liye kuch mushkil nhi hai. Yeh khayal hi k mehr k sath kia kuch ho sakta tha, Moiz ka dil dehlane ko kaffi tha...

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"Mia, mien Moiz ko phone ker loon?" Mehru bechain thi... Moiz koi bhi baatkiye baghair kaise wapis Canada chala gaya?
"Nahi...." Magzine perhte huwe Mia ne jawab dia.
"kiun nahi ??"
"Mehru, us ne nahi kia matlab he doesnt care. to tum bhi na karo."
"Aisa nahi hai Mehru, i know he cares.. i know tumien nahi samajh aaye g per woh bohat different hai."
"Mehru please!!| Mia ne ghusse se magzine band kia. " yeh khushfehmi sab larkiyun ko hoti hai k jiss se un ko pyar hota hai wo koi greek god hota hai. sab ik jaise hote hain. time pass."
Iss qadar sakht alfaaz pe mehru ki ankhoon men ansooo aa gaye aur wo chehra dono hathun men chupa k sisakne laggi.
"Beshak aaisa hi ho per wo ik baar apne mun se keh dey ga to men khud us se baat nahi karoon g, i promise. bus mujhe ik baar pata chal jaye .."
Mia ko us pe tars aya. woh aaisi to nahi thi..
"Acha roo mat tum call ker lo."
Mia janti thi k pichla poora mahina us pe bohat bharri guzra hai. kissi pal ussey chain nahi aa raha tha. Har awaz pe ussey Moiz k phone ka gumaan hota tha likin us ka intezar , intezar hi raha.
Mia ki awaz sun k us ne jaldi se ansoo ponchey aur call milane laggi.. 1, 2 , 3 baar try kia likin Moiz ne phone nahi uthaya.. us ne msg kia , shyd soo raha ho ga ya kahien busy ho ga...

Agle kai din tak wo waqfey waqfey se Moiz ka number try kerti rahi.. na to us ne us ki call receive ki, na msg ka jawab dia aur na hi call back ki... Mehru ko yaqeen nahi a ra tha k wo jitni timepass, flirt aur 'just for fun' wali baatien sunti thi, ab yeh sab us k sath ho raha tha.. Us ko apna app 'used' mehsus huwa... bohat girra huwa, bewukat!
us ka kissi cheez pe bus nahi chal raha tha siwae apne app k.. aur Mehru apne ap se nafrat ker rahhi thi.. behad, betahasha!

3 comments:

  1. ur stodies r v deep n selection of words r wonderful...infact i wait for ur new posts...keep it up miss naina

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