BOL Beti Bol....!!

When the baby girl buried alive is asked, for what sin she was killed

: “Aur jab zinda dargoor larki se poocha jaye ga  k who kiss gunah mien marri gai: (surah at taqweer Ayyat 8 , 9)

No doubt this ayaat is with reference to the Arab tradition where the birth of a girl was considered as a stigma on white turbans of the proud fathers who couldn’t take the blame for the X chromosome.

It was 1400 years ago, and we call it “the dark time” but ask the innocent daughter of new age and she’ll call that period less darker than today. I will, at least.

A child with the age of not more than a few hours, if she is buried alive, how much she has to suffer before dying? I think it was quiet thoughtful of them to kill them for once and for all, unlike today. Where a daughter is given birth, raised and married... And this long process, she is killed many times.

In the name of honor, respect, pride,love, bet, rivalry and for the sake of sons.

I wonder, On Judgment day when Allah will ask the buried baby girl for her death, how many times will He ask us, the daughters who live....and die each day.

The daughters who are born to drunk and wild fathers and suffer because of the men who are proud to call themselves fathers and brothers. The innocent girl of 13 who was married to a 70 year old man because her father had lost her in gambling. Or the poor girl of 16 who was declared as ‘wani’, only because she would other wise share the inherited land.

The young lady who refused to bed the feudal lord and was served to the dogs for dinner. Will that pain ever pinch men? Each bite, each scratch... Each tear, each prayer... no answer...

The victim of gang rape, unacceptable for the family and society and the proud culprits, still the heads, still the authority.

The girl, who wanted to marry a Muslim man and was murdered because she dared to choose, The liberty ALLAH has given her, but the liberty society has snatched from her.

And four daughters in a row were butchered by their father with a testament that it had dawned upon him by ALLAH!

“Curse be on those, who falsify Allah’s word”

“Aur jhootun per Allah ki lanaat ho”(Al-Quran)

I have no voice. I am dumb. I am bound. I am speechless. My tongue is tied and my lips are sealed.

“I really want to travel to Makkah aur ALLAH k ghar ki chaddar pakkar ker I want to ask him WHY me…

Answer me, for heaven’s sake... kiun ALLAH kiun?

Kon sa azaab hai, naam to batao waja to batao… ghalti to batao.. phir do saza..

Ya yeh batao ALLAH k yeh azmaish hai kia?? Yeh mohabbat hai kia?? Aaiisii hoti hai mohabbat? Kiss cheez ka emtihaan hai?

Ya Mohammad k pass jaun? Bataien mujhe Ya Rasul ALLAH(s.a.w) ,,, ALLAH se kahien ap ko wahi karien.. Jabrial (A.S)ko bheejien.. Jawab laien Arsh se, Loah e mehfooz se… merii saza ki waja batien… qayamat ka intazar kon kare Ya Rasul Allah (s.a.w).. bht durr hai.. yahan to har lamha qayamat hai… har rah pul sirat hai…

Jab Umer(R.A) ne sawal kia to jawab mila Mohaamad ko(s.a.w).. mene sawal kia hai to mujhe b jawab dilaien..  App ki umat se hun,. Ap per haq hai mera. Ap ki dua per, ap ki rehmat, shafqat per, ap k saey per..

Kon sa ism perhoon Ya Allah.. kon sa vird karoon?

Ansoo beekar mere, dua be-asar.. I have failed every test..

Ik nazar ni hoti…

Khak hona perta hai..  aur jo Dil pehle se khak ho to?? Koi faida nhi? Allah jee ap kab se zahhir ko dekhne lagey?

Jiss ka dil khoon k ansoo rota ho.. us ki ankh k pani ki kitni qeemat ho g?

Jiss ki rooh har waqt Kabbah ka twaff kare, us k naseeb mien bait ul Allah se itni durri q?

Jo apna har dukh Mustafa k rozey ki jali ko tham k sunaye, us ki shunwai men takheer q?”

These are the words that come from the hearts of the daughters of Ummat but they die on their way to lips. The way from heart to tongue is long and we are very docile. Our strength is weaker than the strengths of the egos and our words are no match to the hands that beat us to silence.

These two pages, these few words are written with bleeding hands. They are not enough and not effective... They wont ever be...

We are the silent victims of ALLAH’s creation. We are the daughters of today’s world.